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8 Types of Heartbreak

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1.
Glitch 02:34
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Where you go you make it a mess Someone called the cops again We hadn’t even hit the middle yet Think about this through, how you wanna die? If you could dream of it Ask me back and ill keep silent I wanna die like Icarus Burning my way down the sky deformed An ugly death for an ugly soul Screaming loud: so this is how I die now Caught you off your guard Lie to me, look in my eyes You gotta do better than this If you want to see me cry I hope you know this won’t do And you say you don’t wanna do it But you never stopped doing it In this sick man’s display Loaded gun Russian roulette Pulled the trigger to my head Crossed your heart, hoped to be dead I tried for you for too long I can’t be the only one to do this I am running out of myself Said you wanted to play the game Did you even know my name You knew something was off from the start You can blame on me, that is all I’ve got Played my cards and lost so be fucking honest Hands around my neck Try your luck and stop my breath Would you do it if you had it? If you wanted some payback? Too close to the limit line Self-respect from you’s a warning A step to retaliation And you’d do it I would hold your hand if you asked to Can’t help but to wonder if you knew You’d say “for too long” if I asked you So this is— I’m hardly a ghost haunting alone You asked to when it finally killed me When you’re with me and so terribly lonely I tried for you for too long I can’t be the only one to do this I am running out of— I tried for you for too long I can’t be the only one to do this I am running out of myself
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LoopSICK 03:24
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I could still love you babe When you told me to stay I could’ve tried and you know I am a fool for you I got no alibi Lying for you too much Got my hands dirty Never believed a bitch But in every word I say You knew I can’t say no I’d take a bullet for you if you asked me to Do you think I don’t see what you’re trying to do? Do you think I don’t know you enough for this shit? You hide guns in your sleeve and take out when I get there Lie me down to the floor like it would make it right Every time you do this, every time you make me fucking blue Every time you do it, asking ‘isn’t what you wanted?’ You know it’s useless now It never worked before You know I tried so hard it hurted you and you swore But you didn’t even move Do you like the power you have over me? How can you keep doing this? All the things you do to me With your eyes full of tears Say that you’re sorry And you do it again Again, again You hide guns in your sleeve and take out when I get there Lie me down to the floor like it would make it right Every time you do this, every time you make me fucking blue Every time you do it, asking ‘isn’t what you wanted?’ You hide guns in your sleeve and take out when I get there Kiss me hoping I bite, take your blood out for you Every time you do this, every time you make me hurt for you Every time you stain me, expecting this is what I wanted (Every time you do this Every time you do this Every, every Every time you stain me Expecting this is what I wanted)
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I Love You, But I Need New Friends 02:54
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I gave you a handmade gift And you forgot my birthday I booked your favorite restaurant And you didn’t show up As long as you say you’re here I’ll accept all your crumbs A scrap of your attention Let’s face it, we’re strangers You said you’d call It’s been seven months, I’m counting up I saw you out With priorities, your better ones You say that you still love me Like in some kind of promise Like we’re sorta family Pretending it’s still just us “I know I screwed up-“ “Oh great! Of course, here it comes” I thought I heard that you missed me When I turned around it was just the breeze in my ear And me by my own again Did I do more than I should have? When being with you turned so bad? Always unreachable Canceled all the plans we’ve made Forgot all your promises Ignored every text I sent Lost all the gifts I gave I wondered for a long time How little my presence meant And maybe that’s my fault I misplaced the role I played Guess I always did We had just each other when growing up Now’s not the same You’d choose anyone over my name And took me way too long To recognize the ache that is To prefer you to hate me Instead of just not caring You became a part of me Pains me that I wasn’t enough to be seen I wish I was better, you seem better off now Somewhere you never told me about With who knows you better now I thought I heard that you missed me When I turned around it was just the breeze in my ear And me by my own again Did I do more than I should have? When being with you turned so bad? Always unreachable As long as you say you’re here We’re fine, I force the thought but Each day a new piece of you gets lost So the day you fade won’t hurt so bad I’ve always hated goodbyes I sabotage myself All or nothing at all I thought that I saw you come back When I turned around it was just a blur in my eyes And me by my own again When did this start to fall apart? I wish we never even started Can’t you leave me? I wish you cared just a little Do you notice how many times we’ve been here before? Over the same line again I’m sorry if you’re really in pain I’m sorry I can’t do this again Did I ask too much? I just wanted you to be here for me (Shit)
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CONTENT With What I Have 03:32
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I was many colors Being left for vultures An empty portrait in tears Getting lost in those prayers I shot down an angel Just like this Just like this God turned on me Blessing in disguise I can't perceive Oh my God Can't undo this I’d give anything I have Give up your salvation For a little more time Living like I was before Some rules Can't be Broken without a Price They said "what a beautiful story A superation, a bless and divine God chose you to show the One most beautiful angel A sacred message To us poor mortals" Yes, he used to be an angel (What a beautiful story A superation) They say to be grateful Some could kill just to be where I stand in They cry in delight Say masterpiece, wasn’t when I was trying For everything I dreamt of This thing that I carry Is just for this ill body Functioning through gasoline You’re breaking all your promises Anything but this pitch-black haunting me If I go to heaven or I have the chance to see God I will ask “Why have you allowed this?” They said "what a beautiful story A superation, a bless and divine God chose you to show the One most beautiful angel A sacred message To us poor mortals" Yes, he used to be an angel (What a beautiful story A superation) He used to be an angel
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impostor. 02:56
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Angel face And the mouth of a whore Always far ahead Diamonds and jewelry Tailors cloth And under measure shoes Carefully Closing the buttercups Finest of it all for me People drooling at my feet My word's as cheap as a bread Honestly Liar, liar That's all I am Why are you surprised, love? You know that I deck the truth with syrup Liar, liar Who I’m to you All that I can fake but my roots Spreading outside of my body Liar, liar That's all I am Why are you surprised, love? You know that I deck the truth with syrup Liar, liar Who I’m to you All that I can fake but my roots Spreading outside of my body Parasite Spreading like a plague Do you see the growth paring? Slowly dying serving out Someday it’ll overflow Staining over my silk clothes Letting this ill nature show Like a poorly acted play Come to see who’s been on top Now crashing down to the ground Find out it was never gold Laugh at me, call me out despicable Don’t bother now I know what I am and Misery Finds a friend in me It’s not like you To pretend like me Like you don’t know What the fuck you’re doing Spare your words Don’t pretend to call my bluff Looking at me so speechless Let me phrase it for you Liar, liar That's all I am Why are you surprised, love? You know that I deck the truth with syrup Liar, liar Who I’m to you All that I can fake but my roots Spreading outside of my body Liar, liar That's all I am Why are you surprised, love? You know that I deck the truth with syrup Liar, liar Who I’m to you All that I can fake but my roots Spreading outside of my body Offering and nothing comes for free Buy me for the night, pay me with a little lie Privilege and what more you can give Finest of it all for me Treasure me with everything I should’ve been Liar, liar That's all I am Why are you surprised, love? You know that I deck the truth with syrup Liar, liar Who I’m to you All that I can fake but my roots Spreading outside of my body Liar, liar That's all I am Why are you surprised, love? You know that I deck the truth with syrup Liar, liar Who I’m to you All that I can fake but my roots Spreading outside of my body
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FLOAT ft. Apogio - Euthanasia 03:34
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You called midnight flooring it up and DUI Saying we both matter Screaming with the windows rolled down Far away from home, searching my street Five empty bottles in your backseat Saying you almost killed someone Knocking on my door with those tired eyes You act like a meltdown So tell me something new About this kid you met in mass Cry and say I got his eyes You hold my wrist asking why I lie: I don’t know Tell me you can’t do this now Not over again Ask me please, make me promise And break it again Make me lie, make me lie Looking into your eyes I say: won’t happen again You try to believe Regret not being high Used to be all time Tell me you’re here for me When you’re drunk, out of mind Hold your breath, say we’re fine Say we’re fine Bad night, I left the city in a hitchhike Knowing I should quit it Zero sleep in the past two nights, dreaming awake Thought ‘bout what you said Woke you up in a Monday daybreak I should’ve known better You saw it getting bad again under my skin Saying ‘glad you came’ Took me to where you used to call home Somewhere no one else knew Lying in your hood like in the movies you liked Pretending there was more Should have been feeling better by then And time doesn’t heal it You would’ve begged on your knees if I had let you Lose more than I win He had this long hair Eyes dirty-blue Lived in the room next door And you wish you had begged The same you beg to me See him in me You were seventeen Fucking your life over nothing You hold my wrist asking why I lie: I don’t know Tell me you can’t do this now Not over again Ask me please, make me promise And break it again Make me lie, make me lie Looking into your eyes I say: won’t happen again You try to believe Regret not being high Used to be all time Tell me you’re here for me When you’re drunk, out of mind Hold your breath, say we’re fine Say we’re fine You hold my wrist asking why I lie: I don’t know Tell me you can’t do this now Not over again Ask me please, make me promise And break it again Make me lie, make me lie Looking into your eyes I say: won’t happen again You try to believe Regret not being high Used to be all time Tell me you’re here for me When you’re drunk, out of mind Hold your breath, say we’re fine Say we’re fine Say we’re fine Say we’re fine Say we’re fine
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FLOAT ft. Apogio - i will die burning 02:50
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My boy’s got an old disease Something off his head tormenting him Just pushing away He wanted to end like me With an early grave Waiting on the ground One step from the fall While your wings get burned Under the heat Of the sun For this ugly demise Feeling the sky for the last time Falling so dangerously From somewhere too high up Not even you could stand If you were all way down burning How could you keep on up most humanity? I made me of your ashes When the flames went down and died Just a heap of grey rounded your back Just another scar I patched up your burns and faith The better I could I wished you’d be me When I didn’t see Your face on my sleep Under the cold Of your pain I wanted to take back When I sent you over the sun Hoping you’d hurt like me Was so much hate in me That I just couldn’t see You struggling out of time Saying ’let me in’ Keeping up most humanity I’ll give you all my ashes
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The Time You Died (I Died With You) 02:39
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The longer we wait, the colder the warm water will get They say where there is heat is life, but you saw as a threat Your hands were always cold like ice cubes and uncertainty You dyed the water with blood to see it warm up The time you died at that motel praying to God Hoping he’d realize this is the farthest you’ll get He closed the doors on you, returned your whole façade And it grew so attached you couldn’t get it off (It’s you) (Okay) The blade shone brighter The blade shone brighter than your mind Beautiful eyes boy Can’t look at the light (at the sun) I should let you go But I can’t alone A small bedside lamp Playing by the sun I won’t take away The choices you stole Same as you can’t fix The damage you’ve done I know you’ve heard too many times Everything’s gonna be all right And I can’t help but I can try it If you let me try to make sense I only see you But it’s not you That’s a shell That time you died at your bathtub and changed your mind You’ve been to hell alive fearing there was afterlife A terrible thought to never rest up Seeing all the aftermath of every mark on your skin

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released December 25, 2022

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hi! i'm float, a vocaloid producer. i just write about being sad rly

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