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Tomorrow is Today
02:57
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away, some time some time away
to me
always i was so blind to see
what death could mean
now there’s no tomorrow there’s only today
now we can be the reckless ones it’s better that way
now we’ll be today again for another day
forget about tomorrow cause tomorrow is today
awake for too much time awake
your tired eyes they show
it’s pained we spent our time in this
to start over again
now we won’t see tomorrow we’ll be here today
a nameless face between millions still haunts our way
i say we’ll end up okay i don’t even know
if i can see a familiar face in my mirror
baby you should know
there is nowhere to go
baby i know
we should’ve let go
you’re my tomorrow my only today
a shiny piece in the remaining things that i had
the ashes swallowing us we’ll be okay
reuniting with the forgotten and our lost today
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2. |
Empty Body
03:26
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you went inside to find somebody wrapped in chains
you know who he is, you know why he's here for
you approach and hold up the chains trying to release him
you know it won't break no matter how you force
you feel the cold of metal at your fingertips
he has injured wrists, you have injured wrists too
and even if you're able to get him out of his chains
you know once he's free he'll only stab again
not only his vim dies
he will absorb you, he'll put you in his gill
inside his eyes you know that
the same glow you see shows up in the eyes of the mirror
your surroundings have no one, nothing but pitch black
they're hollow remains, just empty carcasses
the dead abyss within you invades everything you touch
turn it into void, turn into emptiness
the chains shrink starting to tighten 'round your throat
you know you can't speak, you don't have a voice anymore
recognize the corpses now that you can see
these bones are not theirs, these bones are yours too, these bones are ours
how will i fucking survive you
or am i supposed to die locked, stuck while saying goodbye
i feel you leaving me in chains
leaving me just with a veil
trying to be someone but faceless i am no one
i feel you
you tell yourself that somehow you'll always need him
know yourself too well, you always end up here
the cuffs on his wrists are connected to the chains of yours
you know if you push he will come along too
there's an exit path like a hallucination
you know it's not real even when it's concrete
pretending like you feel the fresh air of the world outside
but you are still here, but he is still here chained
as the pressure loosens
he's coming to you, stabbing himself again
you don't feel your skin being torn
you don't feel a thing, you're stabbing yourself in your own back
how could i fucking survive you
for i am dying in me, i don't know my own eyes
this ain't me
how could you fucking survive me
sleeping soundly, waking just to cause hurricanes
this ain’t me
wholly empty body
the veil's tearing up, the sun's burning my eyes
disappearing bit by bit
the chains breaking down, i exist no more, i am faceless
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I really thought you could stay (stay, stay, stay)
I'm feeling you fade away (way, way, way)
I wonder if I should say it (say, say, say)
Or would it be worse that way? (way, way, way)
If I gave you all you can never give back
What should I do
I gave you my soul away to have you
Here
Or maybe it's best that way
You had me before the bare touch
Even though I
(shouldn't, shouldn't, shouldn't have let you in)
(or should I, should I, should I shouldn't, shouldn't, shouldn't)
I let you crawl beneath my skin
I still feel you
(here and here and here with me, but you're not here)
(Not here, not here, not here, I'm here, still here, still here)
I just wanted you to leave (stay, stay, stay)
You fed something I bereave (please, please, please)
I prayed for you to perceive (say amen)
That all you've done is hurt me (stay, stay, stay)
If you could at least see the bad you bring in me
Would you stop it?
I can't do this to myself
But I can't help it
So can you please stay away
You had me before the bare touch
Even though I
(shouldn't, shouldn't, shouldn't have let you in)
(or should I, should I, should I shouldn't, shouldn't, shouldn't)
I let you crawl beneath my skin
I still feel you
(here and here and here with me, but you're not here)
(Not here, not here, not here, I'm here, still here, still here)
As I see the stained glass in the hall
I hear the angels calling your name
When the bell rings may I pray to sin
once again with you instead of my own good
He shot me down, bang bang
I hit the ground
Here, I'm here, I'm here, I'm still down on the ground
I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, you're not, you're not, you're not
I let you crawl beneath my skin
I still feel you
Here and here and here with me (but you're not here)
Not here, not here, not here, I'm here, still here, still here
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4. |
Tomatoes
03:50
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put everything i love on a balance
you didn't understand a thing
keep pretending you don't see
how much it matters to me
how much is my work worth?
how much would you say to me?
will you just applaud when
i poured all my soul here?
you said you understood several times
just to keep your moral image intact
you lied to be moral
ready speeches
like a parrot, you keep
saying the same things
over again
i can't take it, i just hoped it would get better, get easier
but i have to beg each time more for the crumbles of your attention
i can't survive from your remains, sanctimony
there have be somewhere for me to fit in
i can't pay to work all day
to donate my soul
just for the show, cheap entertainment
booing
throw tomatoes when you see me here struggling for air, begging for space and watch me die
then you say to me when we're all alone that you're here for me
meat and bones, throw me rocks and stones to break all my bones
flame and gasoline, burn all my remains, no one will know it
burn my remains
call me dramatic, exaggerated, attention-seeking bitch
burn me to my bones, wonder to myself who will miss me here?
who'll attend my funeral? crying
for an empty coffin
my meaningless ashes
does it even matter?
what am i creating?
i can't hear a single word you're saying
i can't tell if you're genuine or fake
nothing you say will fix it
say you love me
like you love everything
worship all i do
until i am
here no more for you'll forget me
my presence will fade away with
no important mark on the ground
just a grain of sand between sands
will you hear this when i'm gone?
i wonder if you'll
understand what i meant when i
tried to say
running over harsh blurred words
i am so sorry
the tomato red stains
don't leave my body
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5. |
King Midas
04:41
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you never ever asked me how i was
don't think you really cared for any scar
from you never heard a genuine word
just things you memorized to feel like heard
you stood up and said you’re done
i guess i was the only one who thought
of our small talks as important lil things
when we talked about what we could’ve been
you were always wanting my ears for all time
and i just wanted you to at least be mine
you didn’t see me at all
just saw what i could give to you for you
you became a part of me
for my soul pieces you kept just for your sake
king midas put your hands on me again
my heart hasn’t turned to gold yet
king midas put your spell on me again
make my heart a stone like you made yours
so it looks like you disappeared again
spent your night with strangers just to kill the pain
you wanted to make sure that i knew
and i still felt like i was the issue
i felt my pieces cracking in
my soul didn’t belong to me no more
but in any condition you’re the best
the only one whom i can be myself
you listen to my shit talk late at night
and never really mentioned my insights
or maybe you just didn't see
just didn't care enough to see at all
maybe i just felt too much
maybe i was the only one staying
king midas put your hands on me again
my heart hasn’t turned to gold yet
king midas put your spell on me again
make my heart a stone like you made yours
someday i’ll find someone to be like you
to look into my eyes and lie too many
someday i’ll realize you are not here
for i will look for somebody but not you
someday i won’t ever need you again
and maybe you will miss me and come back here
when this day comes i won’t be there for you
but for now maybe i’m still in need of you
king midas don’t you dare touch me again
i never needed you before
king midas don’t you dare touch me again
make my heart a stone like you made yours
someday i’ll find someone to be like you
to look into my eyes and lie too many
someday i’ll realize you are not here
for i will look for somebody but not you
someday i won’t ever need you again
and maybe you will miss me and come back here
when this day comes i won’t be there for you
but for now maybe i’m still in need of you
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6. |
Sonder
03:33
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entire buildings shaped
wreckage flew away
fell over my brain
no one could ever know
when my world just gave in
the palm of your hands
brutality in
your fingertips
stamping hate everywhere
minimal harsh move
felt like a farewell
when you left me behind
you blowing death like smokes
swallowing illness
with my low glass filled
with memories
like a memory blurred dizzy
you didn't come back repeating
loops of your face ice cold
saying pretty words
never meaning them
you know i do it too
your arms filled with scars
self-made burns with marlboro butts
and you feel nothing but phantom pains
to prove you're alive
you're in love with pain
burning burning
the wheeze of burning skin
without barriers
you were still away
empty gazing my eyes
mint candies didn't work
lost the whole effect
leaving your escapes
impregnated in cloth
you have to stop running
you have to stop this
to stop pretending
you don't listen
the blood came from my face
nose was crooked down
lips cut and face marked
you don't get it
having other body with me
his heart pumping blood into veins
your head as full as mine
cigarettes smoked more than my own
i couldn't know
this life of yours
you're burning
you know i do it your way too
you have to stop running from you
you have to stop hiding from pain
you have to start feeling again
you have to stop saying those things
when we're all alone and empty
you were somewhere else
like a ghost out of my reach when yesterday
you laid down by my side
looking at the door
never facing me
doing nothing
your time-bomb exploded grenades
but you showed up there on my bed
like the night i saw you
not like other nights
and i felt that peace
doing nothing
your face was dripping blood
mine fixed up and sewn
punching everything
in a public restroom
where no one saw us you held me
whispering numb words that ain't true
you were with me again
breathing on my neck
my own proof of life
i'm so sorry
you were with me again
smoking in my room
staining my ceiling
in bed doing nothing
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float Brazil
hi! i'm float, a vocaloid producer. i just write about being sad rly
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