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Time Bomb
04:44
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time is up
i'll wait for you in here
confined away
so you'd know where to go
i'll be here just enough
hear tick tock tick tock
you're aware i'm just temporary
this is what you wanted, right?
my hands behind my back
i have no knife on my sleeve this time
and can't help but to think
if i had you shortly
i wouldn't have to rip everyone else to trim you
when i know your crimes by name
i'm no more the ghost i used to be
(try to kill me)
everytime i come back is because i know you're here
if i fall you know i'll drag you into hell with me
keep your confessions
you are this circumstance i should keep so cautiously
we're the suspects of the same crime
but you little soldier kept marching in line
if one day you had the chance to take off this costume
and you chose hardly not instead of following me
you'll never leave this
even though you know all of my sins as i know yours
ask me to stay like it's grievous
but you won't gage me for not marching right
(bite your tongue
i'll kill you first)
hard to kill
i don't need a shepherd
i am no lamb
and no one fights for me
i will die a violent death
won't be you on the trigger
remember one's nature always prevails
then i'll always expect you
to keep the threat unsaid
so you're my only loose end left
regardless of what i think when
you know all my secrets
accomplice i know enough to completely break this game
i know the rules you broke down with me
when you should keep your lie
i held you tightly, a shooting outside
saying it's immoral, felt beautifully right
i am losing my faith again
when i'm gone, if you ever confess what we hid
pray for me too
everytime i come back is because i know you're here
you said i'm haunting you but it's your face that i see
everywhere i go
you are this circumstance that i keep so cautiously
come a lil closer the last time
and talk to me like it was the first time
my time is running out and i guess that you were right
i will die soon enough watching you play war with me
i didn't want this
but i won't turn my deathbed's sheet into a white flag
tell me if you would've done different
if you didn't have to hide who we are
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2. |
Cannibal
02:46
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i know that something is off
my lungs don't exhale anything but charcoal
my doctor said i was fine
i think it's my therapist to blame for eating my
brain, my amygdala, my temporal lobe
suddenly i don't wanna survive this anger
i know what you're gonna say
i'm hearing noises, i'm seeing things moving
you'll wonder what have got to me
smiling at me, that cynic fucking persona
i see no ink blots, only a splattered spine
my veins pumping charcoal to spit out this poison
cut my motor cortex in redress shaped pieces
a clockwork to replace the
empty space of your desert sweetly citric end
i know your brain producing
too much oxytocin
to compensate this hate
(gimme my diagnosis) a cortisol booster
i don't fear you at all
i feel rotting inside out
my skin is cold and my heart is stopping
my nails are yellowing fast
and my teeth soon will get soft from the acid
there's something wrong with me
with this improper ill body
all that floods my mind shrink my lips
full of venom tasting bitter
what do you think of me?
with this unethical relish
while you cut my skin cautiously
give it a purpose more meaningful than this
take my eyes and my forearm but bite carefully
my skin may be too tender
i hope you like sour tastes and that i don't melt
in your acidity
could you fix this with a patch?
even if seems hopeless
i pour dopamine on you
to make up for your hate
take my empathy and care but eat carefully
i don't need those no more
they weren't working anymore and i hope it stays
so you don't absorb it
so used to be called monster
nobody will notice
if you can't fix your heartache
and this title ain't for you
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3. |
St Gertrude
03:01
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you were there standing next to a body
looking right through me rotting from the waiting
what the hell was i supposed to do
stabbed you on the neck you didn't even flinch
made you leave my house bleeding (get out)
staggered to the door with a lame leg
and left saying you loved me still (get outta my house)
what the hell you thought that i could do
you made me defy god so he couldn't help
but i know even jesus would kneel
if he met you
i know where i belong to
and then there's no place like your backseat
but i can't risk everything i have built when you left me
i'll always expect you to leave like the first time you did
i left there the corpse you put on my kitchen
all the neighbors are whispering something's smelling
i never changed my locks, how could i explain
you picked my lock again with a hairpin
i couldn't find a reason that could convince someone
that i didn't want this cause maybe i did
(i mean...) what the hell was i supposed to do
i don't bite when it's the hand that have fed me
since i saw you on barracks
making people knock down your teeth
with ugly taunts you never behaved right
how was i supposed to deny you
smiling with their punches looking at my eyes
i know even the devil'd behave
in front of you
made your way right to the top
how lonely is this? for nothing at all
you never really played by the mortal petty rules i stand
you're a kind of freedom that i will never stand alone
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hope is so fking cruel
03:08
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they said it's urgent
a monster took your place
and i was the only one
the only one who ever tamed you
but when i looked at you
i saw no monster hiding there
just saw myself reflecting
through the gazes i know by heart
a familiar face
a similar name
found myself staring at my reflection
a mirror
into a mistake
into my own blame
i could turn this whole mess around
with no remains in my sight
i saw you once in this disturbing dream that i had
i saw you twice missing who i was before i faded
i saw you then leaving through the door not coming back
i saw just you remembering who i was before
i no longer care about my future anymore
no i dont care if this whole city goes on in flames
there's you without me fighting against something you can't win
i see it now it's me your havoc
you had me under your wing
cause i had you once
but it was me who caused the cyclone
that made you look for shelter first
then you let me in
lowered your impassable gold gates
and i saw all of your insides
hoping you wouldn't forget
it's temporary everything we have
thus i don't wanna be in this war fighting my roots
i tasted your skin, the taste of mistakes
i took off your uniform, you never got to wear it again
i saw you once, told me countless times that i should stop
i saw you twice, bending yourself to fit in my morals
i told you once, being by my side would dig your grave
then i left you, i've been to too many funerals
you didn't see but i'm sure you gonna bury me first
you were the same but they kept on saying that you changed
when it was just me destroying what i had no right to touch
do you see now it's me your havoc
wore my trust up your sleeve in a crescendo
led them all my own soldier
what have we done?
now
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hi! i'm float, a vocaloid producer. i just write about being sad rly
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